Sunday, April 15, 2012

Threatened

"Threatened Abortion"

March 22, 2012

These are words that any expectant mother would never want to hear from her doctor.
A possibility of loosing our child smashed Joey I.
The world just literally stopped for a moment there.

Because I know it was all my fault.

I pushed myself too hard at work...

...all the thesis
...all the project...quizzes...exam papers...deliberation...
...Saturday and Sunday of work

...late sleep and early classes

I know I was pushing myself so hard....but I didn't stop.

And it's now on me.

I was advised by my doctor to have a complete bed rest for 5 days.
But I know that this might take longer than that.

The pain was very alarming that I feel like our baby is about to leave my tummy at any moment...
Everyone is devastated...

I have to quit working and I thank God because summer vacation had just begun.
If I have to rest for 2 months then so be it...

I will not quit and I know my baby will survive...

We have faith!